What do I say?

"I don't love you anymore, I don't want to be around you, I don't want to be your mother anymore!" Those were the last words your 3 year old son heard from you. Is that what you wanted? That beautiful boy has been through so much at such a young age but he always has that adorable melt anyone's hearts smile. He acts out in anger and sadness and doesn't know how to control it. I've been punched hit kicked and bit and so has his grandmother. He throws things and screams and even hits himself because he has no idea of his emotions, what he's feeling and how to control them. He was never taught. This is what you did to this innocent child, are you proud? I'm doing my best to help him deal with all of this and supporting his father as he prepares for yet another court hearing. This time, you are signing off because he hurt your feelings but not wanting to come to your house. I've seen a change in him, he's more active and smiling more and he is starting, slowly, to calm down. From time to time, he asks about you. It breaks my heart when I see that child hold back tears as he looks at me and says "my mommy doesn't want me anymore, she doesn't love me." What do I say if someday he asks why? I don't want to tell him the complete truth but I don't want to lie and get his hopes up either. I've been through the emotional abuse he is going through so it kills me to see it happen to him as well. I've never gone through the emotions of a parent signing off. I can't imagine how he must feel. Are you happy now? You have your precious family now that you kicked the oldest out cause he was with another man. How the hell do you sleep at night knowing you gave away your own child because you didn't want him in the first place? What kind of mother are you? I will not call you a mom because a mother will pop out a baby but a MOM will raise and take care of the baby. Which you didn't want to bother doing. Don't worry, I will make sure he gets the love and attention he needs, he's happy with his daddy and I. In case you care about his happiness.